leaving.

He's leaving me.
and I cried.

I cried because I don't want him to go.
I don't want him to leave.

My mind's in a whirl.
Confused.
Because I want him to go.
I want better for him.
I want him to be happy.

But yet...

I don't want him to go.
I want him to be with me.
I don't want us to die out just like that.

I'm selfish. I'm ambivalent about this departure.
But all-in-all, I'm still human.

xoxo,
sarah.

This girl lay naked, vulnerable and crying in the arms of the one who cried back for her.