commitment.

I asked him once, he did not say
I asked him twice, he did not stay
I asked him thrice, he said he'd swayed

commitment is a small word,
with huge implications.

It's like a promise. Commitment.
Commitment is a promise.

Like rings. Rings are promises too.
Only subtler. Not so much a spoken Commitment.

That's why they came up with
promise rings,
engagement rings,
wedding rings.

Am I moving too fast?
Am I leaving him behind?
Am I too eager? Or is he too concerned.
I threw caution to the wind a long time ago.
Maybe I want to be tied down.
Maybe I want to tie him down.

Maybe by saying what hes said,
or not saying what hes said,
says alot.

He wants to commit. But he's afraid.
He's afraid to tell the world he loves me.
He's afraid to love me because of what people will say.
He's afraid to commit to loving me.
That must be it.

I loved alot and lost alot.
I have alot...
but can I? Can I love as much?
Can I trust that such a commitment will work?

when none was made,
at all.

emo thoughts that run through this little girl's head.

This girl still guards that secret. (:

xoxo,
Sarah