Priorities.

Has all her priorities wrong.

because of you.

Has all her thoughts in disarray

because of you.

Has never felt so much anger

because of you.

Has never wanted so badly to hate

because of you.

Has never wanted to do something like that so badly

because of you.

Because of you,

I don't know what to do anymore.

It's messing up.

messing up my life.

There couldn't be a better time for a coma.

so that everything would just pause here.

The pain, the losses, the pain.

It doesn't stop. It will only pause.

In contemplation.

Before it proceeds again.