I'd like to thank a few friends who have helped me to pull through this period:
Aloysius for checking in with me everyday even though he's tired with work & reservist and trying to be supportive even if he doesn't agree with what I have in mind.
Zhaolong for lending me a ear to whine to especially when I know you're so busy; taking time out to reply me, call and let me go on for 50 mins when you're already so tired.
Elroy for good company in the middle of a long week & good wine.
Bi Ran for trying to be there for me even though i figure you had classes...
Stephanie who would hear me out because I just needed a girl to talk to, who would text me after classes to ask if I still needed a listening ear & offered to just be there for hugs.
These aren't the usual people I would turn to. In fact, they are some really awesome people I must have met in my lifetime because they were there when I needed someone.
At least these people made my week less of a nightmare to go through.
Yikuan, Maureen & Jih Huan - Thankkew to my 3 closest friends who made time to hug me and wipe my tears away, for putting me to bed because I was afraid of being abandoned again. For sitting down and telling me it's ok to hurt, because they would still love me even if I wasn't perfect like he wanted. For teaching me how to pick myself up.
Wen Hua, who tried to reshuffle his schedule for me when he realised that something wasn't right in my life; for offering me a hug and ear when he's supposed to have a group meeting, for trying to find ways to take me out so I don't stay in and mull & for even trying to fit me into plans he's made so long ago.
There's also my awesome sister whom I've spent half my life fighting with,
who would scold me for caring about someone who obviously doesn't care,
who would buy me chocolates and biscuits to find that smile on my face during this time,
who would still listen to me and hug me for being stupid.
Thankkew m.e.i.
& Frenny who has been offering me strength all the way from Australia.
I appreciate all these people who are standing by me just so I can get better. I've decided to let go because like most of you have reminded me, I can be much more without him.
