In this case, it drives forgetting.
Forgetting the hurt, injustice and pain.
In light of a recent breakup with a best friend of 6 years.
I thought twice about deleting him off facebook.
I thought about how he might have felt hurt or disappointed
that the friendship meant so little to me to remove him like that.
But apparently, my concern for him far outweighs his for mine.
Clearly I must have meant nothing to him at all.
I don't know if I'm feeling hurt because I still care...
and how much I actually do.
Perhaps it could just be disappointment:
at his character...
or my stupidity at trying to protect someone like that.
or my stupidity for going out with someone...
who has done the exact same thing to me before.
But what I do hope for...
is for my concern to turn to indifference...
before hate sets in.
... but time will heal those wounds
with love from the people in my life that still care.
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