There's recently been, by a stroke of luck, an opportunity for something to happen.
As much as I hoped for it to happen, it wouldn't. Of course with good reason.
I didn't push for it.
I can't help but feel envious or hopeful when I look at other girls, wistfully hoping to myself that I could have my own.
Perhaps just one... Or two... But it'd cost too much... For this silly little fantasy to come true...
Even if it wasn't us being... In... A relationship, could it have at least... Been...
I'm asking too much. I shouldn't even be allowed such silly thoughts.
I'm just awfully thankful he even let me in the circle by him today. Let me not be greedy.
♥still being the same old silly me.
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